Time is flying by. I can't believe Christmas is here and it's been almost 4 1/2 months since we saw our little mans face for the first time.
Lane got home from work yesterday and said, "Well, what do you want for Christmas... because what I wanted to get you fell through."
He didn't want to tell me. I kept asking.
He had contacted our agency and asked if there was any way to get me out there to meet our little one. He was trying to fly me out to South Korea at the end of January so I could be with our son for a few hours. (JUST a few hours. Isn't that crazy?) The ladies at the agency got back to him yesterday and told him there was no way we could make it work. They said they are so busy over in Korea with the new year and that it would be tough to get everything together. A meeting place, translators, etc.
I'm so bummed. But I understand.
So baby boy, we're still here... and you're still there. I miss you more every day. I know you are healthy and happy. I know you are loved. But every day when I look at your sweet face my heart sinks because you are part of me and we aren't together.
Lord, please let him come home sooner than later.